01 June 2004

煩 Boredom

這樣長時間地
必須專注於一件事
一件你知道可能短時間內不會結束的事
或者是專情於一個人
一個你知道也許短時間內不會有結果的人
讓你覺得煩躁的不知所措
你想要放縱自己
就這磨一個晚上也好
一個人
靜靜的沉潛在水裡
就這麼一段時間也可以
一個人
不停地翻著與手邊的人事物毫無相關的書籍

Being engaged in the one and only thing that you are obliged to
Focusing on the one and the only one that you are supposed to
the thing that you know it would go on for a while
the one that you know you would have to stay with
Make you feel like escaping, fleeing, taking off, and vanishing
For just one night
You want to be submerged into the deep blue
For just one period of time
You want to read indefinitely and voraciously